久违了！

久违啦！

身边很多东西都改变了

 好多東西不一樣了

很多習慣改變了 很多喜歡的東西也不同了

像我很喜歡吃火窩 我好久好久都沒去吃了

習慣了每个星期都去戏院 也好久好久都沒有去了

習慣了 習慣了 習慣了

好多的習慣 都没有了

我很努力的向前看 很努力的好好过

但是 总还是发生很多事

家人 朋友 爱情

我不想流泪 明明就不想难过

但我就是会

我很不喜欢这样的自己

我不喜欢自己连续哭几天

我好没有安全感 我好想逃

这种感觉 自己一无所有的感觉好难受

过去了的 是不是真的就过去了?

是不是只要努力忘记 就真的可以忘记？

很多朋友看我的面书状态后 都会问我

最近怎么啦 但我却不会回答

说不上是怎么了 但是心情有时候会莫名的低落

或是莫名的暴躁 唉

♥

連詩雅 - ''I'm still loving you'' (喜愛夜蒲電影主題曲)

when i close my eyes i think of you 
and the time we've had been through
even though were far apart right now 
i remember back when you werehere with me 
how you're made my world complete 
but now i'm left alone 
we talked about love and hope 
wishing we could start a life our own
i wish that i could live without you 
why did you tear my heart apart
you said you love me throw the start
all those painful things you're put me through
but i' m stil loving you 
i 've tired to give my best to you 
i don't deserve the things you do 
everythings has gone to memories
i just wish i know the truth behind the lies

why did you tear my heart apart
you said you love me throw the start
all those painful things you're put me through
but i' m stil loving you 
i 've tired to give my best to you 
i don't deserve the things you do 
everythings has gone to memories
i just wish i know the truth behind the lies 

  ♥

我 会 忘 记 你 。